Just what is troubling you,I had no idea.. If its about what you feel/love,this is what I can say.. If it just cause you pain or make you feel sorrow and if the only thing that can sieve your sorrows away is to let it go.. Then just let it go. Why trouble over love when the defination of love is happiness? My only answer is that because you have not reach the age of maturity to handle love.. Its ok to have a boyfriend thats may due to just a crush.. People keep saying that in a relationship there's always a problem..but every problem theres a solution..If there's is no solution then it means that is not your destiny..Your destiny lies elsewhere.. My advice is keep urself calm, do some self searching and listen to ur heart and you will find the answer..
Love?? At this age are you sure?? It was just a crush it was never a love.. Ask yourself this"Are you mature enough to handle love?" For me love is when you care for someone, you adore that person. Its not just a boy and girl relationship, its the love for your family, friends and everyone around you. Its when you willing to trade anything just to make them happy, cause when they are happy you will be happy. True love is when you happy when your love ones are happy.